This morning, the tarot deck came in swinging. I pulled
The Hermit,
The Tower, and
The Sun—a trio that sounds like the plot arc of a particularly intense indie film, or maybe one of those “grief and joy in equal measure” novels that leave you crying on the sofa at 2am.
And yet... it felt like a story I already knew.
🕯️ The Hermit – Where Ideas Begin
The Hermit, with his lantern and quiet, solitary path, felt deeply familiar. If you’ve ever spent an evening lost in your own thoughts, reading until the sun forgets to set, or journaling through some tangled emotion—this card lives in those moments.
That’s where the idea for blogging started for me, I think. Not with a thunderclap or a big announcement, but in that Hermit-like space of quiet yearning. A voice whispering, I want to create something. I want to share thoughts and stories and bookish ramblings—not performatively, but soulfully. Something cozy, curious, and me-shaped.
⚡ The Tower – Breaking the “But What If I Fail?” Loop
Then came The Tower, and honestly, she felt personal. The Tower is the card that knocks over your carefully stacked excuses. The “I don’t have time.” The “No one will care what I write.” The “What if it’s cringe?” (Spoiler: everything is a little cringe, and that’s part of the charm.)
Starting a blog. Creating a Bookstagram. Putting my voice out into the digital wild? That felt terrifying. Vulnerable. Like flinging open the windows and hoping no one throws tomatoes.
But the Tower reminds me: it’s okay if the old version of me—the silent, self-doubting one—crumbles a bit. She was holding me back. There’s courage in the collapse.
☀️ The Sun – Look, Ma, I’m Doing It!
And finally—The Sun. This card showed up like a wink from the universe. A cosmic high-five. A reminder that joy follows the brave act of beginning.
Because here I am! I started the blog. I opened the Bookstagram account. I’m writing posts and sharing thoughts and discovering people who are delightfully bookish and warm and weird (my favorite kind of people).
The Sun is that “click publish” moment. It’s the comments, the kindred spirits, the feeling of this is what I was meant to be doing right now. It’s standing in your truth and realizing it shines.
🌀 A Tarot-Inspired Creative Cycle
Looking at these three cards, I see my own recent journey:
Self-reflection → Transformation → Joy
Stillness → Shatter → Shine
“Maybe I should…” → “I’m terrified” → “This makes me happy”
So maybe today’s reading wasn’t about the world falling apart—it was about the beauty of things finally falling into place. One blog post, one book rec, one honest sentence at a time.
If you’ve been waiting for a sign to start your thing—whatever it is—maybe this is it. Pull a card. Light a candle. Break the rules a little. And when the dust settles, step into the light.
☀️